loving
obsessive
kind
hurtful
gentle
violent
caring
uncaring
uncontrolled anger
beautiful poems and stories
journals of fear and pain and love and happiness
mutilation
blood
danger
highs
creative ideas, no follow through
thoughts of death and peace and quiet
passion overflowing
talented in so many avenues of life
losing interest so quickly
love of outdoors
hated noisy places
thought people were laughing at him
protective
tender
caring
creative
big
tall
strong
needed to hurt to feel something
love of nature and wildlife and the sea and mountains and flying
love of campfires and fireflies
would rather be under the sea than on top of it - the quiet that is imagined there
guilty - oh so guilty
rages that overflowed
dangerous pursuits
road rage
insecure
craving love
rejecting it
finally - closing the door on love and flying on the thermals of the wind.